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[A letter to the futureme/collection of 3 AM thoughts - 20/12/2022 3:14 AM]

It's been a while since I came here. I had been missing it. I know you are too.

Life's been happening lately. From highs and lows of hope, from moments of happiness and emotions more than one can name. I am happy to be home though. Its warmth surrounds me. Everywhere I look there's a reminder. How could I lose hope while surrounded by home? It gives me comfort. In these changing times, I know I'll have this always. Like every bridge, every hurdle that God helped us cross, I know He will help us in this one too. I say, referring to both my past and future selves. but you know this already. I do this often. But today all I am here for is to say here I am. carrying hope for you. There is loads of it here, maybe you could use it too. I am here but I hope you are reading this, having crossed this bridge of patience, standing there on the other side. I pray you are happy. at peace. in company. ameen. I hope (edit: know) you are reading this smiling, with utmost admiration for me, for going through it all still carrying so much hope. It will be fine, I tell myself and you. Trust me. I tell myself again. you will have me. always.

Sincerely,

F.